Ways I Hurt Myself To Hurt You, Lora Mathis
An ongoing photo series exploring people’s destructive habits following breakups.
hehehe i donated blood more recently than 8 weeks ago….
not going to lie i just realized this after I filled out my paper work, i wasn’t trying to break the rules it just happened.
today I met with my health teacher and kinda told her how stupid her class is I mean srsly 2 study guides a week and 2 assignments and more? the funny thing is I of course go off topic and ended up telling her about how psychedelics could be the missing link to evolution (T. McKenna’s theory) and now she wants to read food of the gods, which is cool, but at the end of the day her telling me that I’m too above average for her class didn’t really change anything. also I have like 80 zeros because the book was out of stock for like a month. she’s a nice lady tho and her son sounds like me minus the part where he’s working for the ambassadors office in China.
“I’m not afraid of a needle in afraid of my blood..like what if you guys find something like diabetes?!” im not saying she’s a blonde but she’s pretty blonder than me…
one time at a high school blood drive I did double reds and when they started putting fluids back in they popped my blood vessel and it started going straight into my arm, and it hurt but they kept asking me if it stung or worse and I didn’t know how to answer so I let it go on wayyyyy too long
but it’s my turn now so biiii
i got a rlly nice pair of headphones today. yes, that is what brand they are. nah.
today was pretty nice, we got to listen to smells like teen spirit in the studio as well as some NiN and jurassic 5. were tryna learn how to develop a feel for the sounds of a studio because no two studios sound the same. kinda like snowflakes i guess.
im singing through the desert rain
sitting here miserable with pain
im really not miserable im not sure why it is im lying
i guess i just think you’ll like me better if you think im dying
i’ve ran far enough that i believe ive seen it all
this world is so large and were all so small
this could be depressing if you think about it too much
ive just realized ill keep on living, so i want to embrace your touch
i wish that somewhere along the line i had learned to keep my mouth shut
ive learned a lot, but really i lost all of my knowledge when i got cut
it looked like such a small incision i didnt think much about it
little did i know i was slowly draining my whit
~~~it is now my duty to completely drain you~~~
“ I was bored, so I went down with you.
Why’d you go and get me going?
Then drinked me like a cup of tea. I’ll pick up drugs, they coarse through me.
Oh-oh. Of all the boys splashing out in the city.
Heaven was full so I went down with you. ”
Heaven was full - Cold Cave
I’m never throwing a cigarette butt on the ground again. Holy shit.
YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE BEEN THROWING YOUR CIGARETTES ON THE GROUND ANYWAYS
omfg poor baby
I’m so glad this post exists. I took ecology in high school and apparently a lot of animals are attracted to the smell of cigarettes and they eat them whenever they can find them. Sometimes they’ll even wander onto roads at night if they smell one and they’ll get hit by cars doing so. And they can’t digest them. The cigarettes just sit in their stomachs until they run out of space and then they starve because they always feel full. I don’t understand why people can’t just put their cigarettes out and then toss them in the trash bin or keep them in an ashtray in their cars until they get home. Is it really that hard?
this makes me so sad